I ran away from him that night, but I couldn’t stay away. Not really. He was constantly on my mind, no matter how hard I tried to fight it. And the experiment I’d tried, the one where I’d tried to change my sexual fantasies? Well, I guess it was a success in some ways. Just not in the ways I’d hoped. Instead of fantasies of faceless, dominant men and faceless, submissive women, my thoughts had...
But Can I Taste Him?
(next chapter of Friend of a Friend) “Gail and Aaron want to get together tonight,” Brenda called out to me, the phone pressed against her ear. “No,” I said, quickly. “I mean, I’m tired of all the straight clubs. Let’s go to the gay bar.” Brenda walked away and said a few more words into the phone. “They said that would be fine,” she told me, coming back into the room. “They don’t mind going...
Friend of a Friend
(Second chapter of Friend of a Friend) That was the plan. However, it didn’t really work out that way. Fact is, once you’ve done it, it’s kind of hard to stop. Some things, once known, cannot be unknown. And how to have an orgasm is one of those things. [[MORE]] It didn’t take me long to realize that I hadn’t injured myself. When the next month rolled around and I started bleeding again, I...
Not to state the obvious, but I think masturbation is fun and it feels really good. The way I see it, just about everybody does it, and those who don’t should. But it wasn’t always like this. As a matter of fact, the first time I did it was a bit traumatic for me. [[MORE]] What happened was this. I was twelve years old, staying over night with my older, married sister. This sister...
People/celebrities I’ve had crushes on, going back to the 1980’s: Marilyn Monroe All of Duran Duran Boy George Prince Boy in my class Church choir director Girl who lived next door (i dated her) Long haired guy who worked at the shop on Cherry in Long Beach Robert Smith of The Cure Female professor at college (she was Dutch) Guy at work (had affair with him) Lovely Judy...
About the coffee boy
A few months ago, I started getting my coffee from Java Joe’s, this little drive-thru coffee place. One day, a new employee waited on me. All the other people who work there are girls, but this time, I had a young guy wait on me. I thought he was a real cutie-pie. He has longish brown hair and big, soulful brown eyes. He’s kind of small, not much taller than me and not very muscular....